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HI MY NAME IS ANA AND TODAY I EXPLAIN YOU MY PERSONAL PROJECT. THIS PROJECT IT´S DIVIDED IN 4 PARTS: 1.        DESIGN JOURNAL: IT´S THE EVIDENTS THAT I HAVE IN MY PROJECT. 2.        BLENDED BLOG: IT´S PAGE OF INTERNET WHERE EACH WEEK IS PUBLISHED ONE POST. IN THE POST YOU CAN TALK ABOUT WHAT YOU WANT. 3.          LOGO AND MOTTO: IT´S THE REPRESENTATION OF ME IN A LOGO. THE LOGO MUST BE SIMPLE BUT COMPLETE WITH YOUR EXPERIENCES AND DON´T FORGET TO SHOW YOUR PERSONALITY. 4.        PITCH LIKE PRESENTATION: IT´S YOUR OPORTUNALITY TO SHOW WHY ARE YOU UNIQUE. THE BLOG IS THE ACTIVITY THAT I ENJOYED THE MOST BECAUSE THE THEME WAS FREE AND I LOVE TO WRITE, THE PITCH LIKE PRESENTATION IS THE ACTIVITY THAT I ENJOYED THE LEAST BECAUSE   WHEN I SPEAK IN PUBLIC MY HEART START TO PALPITATE SO FAST.   I DO THE THIGS GOOD, BUT I DID NOT DISTRIBUTE THE TIME WELL AND IN SOME OCASIONS I DESPAIR. IN MY SELF-ASSESMENT I PUT 4.5 BECAUSE I NEED TO ORGANIZE MY TIME BETTER. THIS PROJECT

 LIGHT: TODAY I´M GOING TO TALK ABOUT MY OVERCOMING. TO ANSWER QUESTIONS THIS FIGHT IT WASN´T WITH THE SOCIETY.   THIS FIGHT WAS WITH ME.  I HOPE YOU HAVE READ MY PREVIOUS POST. THIS FIGHT CONSISTED TO FIND THE REASONS THAT MAKE ME BE UNIQUE, WHY I PERFECTLY, IMPERFECT . THIS IS A PROCESS,THAT TAKE SOME YEARS. FOR EXAMPLE AT THIS MOMENT I CONTINUE TO WORK IN MYSELF. PLEASE CONTINUE IN THE FIGHT.  THE STORM SOME DAY WILL STOP. THESE ARE SOME OF THE STEPS I FOLLOWED: 1.    ABANDON THE CRITICISM. 2.    BELIEVE IN YOU, DON´T BE AFRAID. 3. BE FRIENDLY AND PATIENT WITH YOURSELF. 4.    LOVE YOURSELF, LOOK YOUR QUALITIES. 5.    MEDITATE. 6.    FIND THE BEST FRIENDS. 7 .     BE MAD, SOME ADVENTURES MAKE YOUR INTERESTING LIFE. REMEMBER: BE PATIENT, THE RESULTS DON´T APPEAR FROM NIGHT TO MORNING, IT IS A PROJECT OF LIFE,CAN LAST ALL OF LIFE. DO NOT WORRY YOU HAVE TIME.

YOU BREAK MY HEART IN TWO: I DIDN´T PREPARETE FOR THIS. IT WAS CRUEL FOR A GIRL THAT HAD ONLY 12-13 YEARS OLD.DIFFICULT IN THE START,BUT WITH HOPE ALL THINGS ARE SOLUCIONED.  TODAY I WRITE HOW MY SELF ESTEEM CHANGE.  EVERYTHING BEGAN IN SEVENTH GRADE WHEN I WAS ONLY BOYS IN A CLASSROOM.EXACTLY 34 BOYS AND ONE WOMAN (I). THE FIRST MONTHS WAS NORMAL,BUT THE PROBLEM STARTS AFTER. THEY STARTED TO CALL ME: UGLY FAT,DWARF,ETC. AND MY FAMILY ALSO TOLD ME THIS.   I DIDN´T PAY ATTENTION TO THIS, BUT IT BECAME MY WORST NIGHTMARE. THIS WAS A VERY DIFFICULT STAGE IN MY LIFE, BECAUSE I STARTED TO BELIEVE EVERYTHING AND FOR OTHER SIDE I WAS IN THE ADOLESCENT, A DIFFICULT STAGE OF OUR LIFES.  MANY ADOLESCENT PEOPLE SUFFER WITH THIS AND EVEN THEY SEARCH THE WAY TO SUICIDE. FOR ME THE MIRROR IS AN ELEMENT OF TORTURE,BECAUSE THE MOST OF TIMES WHEN WE LOOK AT HIM WE THINK OF THINGS THAT WE WANT TO CHANGE OF OURSELF. THANKS TO JUAN AND JERÓNIMO I LEARNED TO LOVE ME ❤

WHY DO YOU ADD MAKEUP? WHY DO WE DO IT? I DON´T KNOW WHY. HAHAHA AT THIS MOMENT YOU SHOULD BE THINKING: SHE IS STUPID MAKE-UP I´TS MADE TO COVER OUR FACE IMPERFECTIONS.  YES, IT IS BUT MAKE-UP CAN´T COVER YOUR BAD PERSONALITY, YOUR DEFECTS,YOUR VICE.  THIS IS OTHER EXAMPLE OF OUR IGNORANCE. WE SHOULD LOOK AT THE PERSONALITY BUT WE SEE OTHER THINGH: THE BEAUTY. ALWAYS THEY SAY US: “DON´T JUDGE A BOOK BY IT´S COVER”, WE FULFILL THIS? WHICH IS THE EDUCATION THAT WE GIVE TO YOUNG PEOPLE? THE  FISIC ASPECT IS THE MOST IMPORTANT IN THE WORLD, WE ONLY NEED MONEY FOR TO BE HAPPY. NO! IS NO CORRECT,IF BEAUTY IS THE MOST IMPORTANT, WHY DO WE GO TO THE SCHOOL?. THE SCHOOL IS THE KEY OF YOUR FUTURE, THIS PHASE PREPARES US TO THE UNIVERSITY. I SAY: THE HAPPINESS IS INSIDE, NOT OUTSIDE,KNOWLEDGE IS  FORCE AND POWER.

THE SOCIETY: COLD AND CRUEL SOCIETY….. WHY ARE YOU LIKE THAT? YOU ALWAYS WALK DESTROYING DREAMS AND HOPES,  YOU SEEK BETWEEN THE WEAKS, FINISHING WITH THEIR SELF-ESTEEMS. CAUSING DARK DREAMS IN THEIR MINDS, THINGS THAT THEY WANT TO SHOUT BUT THE WORDS DO NOT COME OUT.  IT IS PAINFUL AND I KNOW IT BECAUSE I LIVED IT. WHY, WHY, WHY??  YOU PROVOKES HATE AND REVENGE THAT IS SEEN FROM THE DEEPEST OF THE EARTH.   IT IS SERIOUS, VERY SERIOUS AND THIS IS WHY THE YOUNG PEOPLE ONLY WANT WAR AND DEATH.  IN THE ACTUALLY NO ONLY THE COMMENTS PROVOKES THE DESIRE OF VENGEANCE,ALSO THE TECHNOLOGY.FOR EXAMPLE :TECHNOLOGY CAUSES ADDICTION IN ADOLESCENTS, PEOPLE CAN CREATE A FALSE PROFILE AND BEGIN TO INCCOMMODATE THE  CHILDRENS. YOU NEED MORE REASONS? THE SOCIETY IS BAD, YOU SHOULD TO BE STRONG. THEIR MISSION IS DAMAGE YOUR DREAMS AND TO DESTROY YOU.

JUAN: A FRIEND TEACH YOU ALL,THEY KNOW WHAT TO SAY, THEY DO NOT LIE AND ALWAYS YOU ENJOY OF HIS COMPANIONSHIP,THEY GIVE YOU THE SUFFICIENT LOVE.  THERE ARE MANY FRIENDS IN YOUR LIFE BUT BUT YOU KNOW WHO ARE THE REALS. JUAN FOR ME IS ONE OF MY BEST AND REAL FRIENDS.HE IS LIKE A GEMSTONE BECAUSE HE IS UNIQUE, VALUABLE AND IMPORTANT. THE TRUE I DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH IS THE COST OF A FRIENDSHIP LIKE THIS. JUAN WAS MY BEST FRIEND IN SEVENTH GRADE. I  DON´T REMEMBER EXACTLY WHEN WE STARTED TO TALK BUT IT ALWAYS WAS VERY WELL.  HE WAS MY “WOMAN   FRIEND” THAT MADE ME MISSING IN THE CLASSROOM. HE ADVISED ME IN LOVE, IN FASHION, IN MUSIC AND ABOVE ALL HE HELPS ME TO LOVE MYSELF. SINCERELY I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WOULD HAVE DONE WITHOUT JUAN. HE WAS MY EMOTIONAL SUPPORT. THANKS…

THE WOMEN’S DAY: INTERNATIONAL WOMEN'S DAY (MARCH 8) IS A GLOBAL DAY  CELEBRATING ,IT IS A TIME OF REFLECTION ON THE IMPORTANCE OF THE WOMAN IN THE  WORLD.THAT  REPRESENTS THE CONSTANT STRUGGLE FOR THE RIGHTS OF WOMEN. SOMETIMES THE MEN GIVES SOME GIFTS TO WOMEN LIKE: CHOCOLATES, BUNCH OF FLOWERS, LETTERS AND TEDDIES . ON WOMEN´S DAY MY GROUP DID NOT GAVE ME NOTHING,THAT DAY ANYONE IN MY CLASS GAVE ME CONGRATULATIONS  BUT THE THEACHERS GAVE ME CHOCOLATES ,CANDIES AND THE CONGRATULATIONS.   “THE WHALE” IN THE EXIT OF THE SCHOOL HE TOLD ME: PLEASE,WAIT HERE. AND I WAS WAITING…I WAS WAITING AND HE DIDN´T APPEAR.  SO I DECIDED TO SEEK IT, AND WHEN I SAW, HE HAD TWO BOUQUETS OF FLOWERS.  HE GAVE ME ONE OF THE BOUQUETS AND I LOVED HIM MORE,MY HEART BEAT FASTER THAN NORMAL, I HAD PAIN THIS DAY PAIN BECAUSE I HAD NO PATIENCE AND HE WAS DISAPPOINTED.

THE WHALE IN THIS BLOG WE WILL CALL HIM “WHALE.” DURING THE FIRST WEEK OF CLASSES I KNOWN IT. “THE NEW STUDENT OF THE SCHOOL” HE WAS THE BEST PERSON IN THE WORLD: IT WAS FUNNY AND SOLIDARY. THE QUESTION IS: WHEN I FALL IN LOVE?. WEEKS WERE PASSING AND I WANTED IT MORE.   IT WAS SOMETHING NEW FOR ME BECAUSE FIRST BEFORE I WAS ONLY WITH GIRLS AND SECOND MY MOM NEVER TALKED ME ABOUT THE THEME. I NEVER FEEL BUTTERFLIES IN MY STOMACH BUT WHEN I LOOK IT MY HEART PALPITATE SO FAST. I LOVE IT, BUT IT WAS BEAUTIFUL IN THE BEGINNING. DO NOT WORRY IT´S NO BAD , THE LOVE IS INSIDE OF YOU. LOVE IS WHO YOU ARE ON A SOUL LEVEL. LOVE IS YOUR NATURAL STATE. I RECOMMEND YOU FOLLOW FORWARD, DO NOT ALLOW IT TO AFFECT YOU BUT ENJOY YOUR LIFE AND HAVE ROMANTIC ADVENTURES

MY FIRST CLASS DAY ON SEVENTH  GRADE: THE DAY ARRIVED, I WAS GOING TO CONFRONT SOMETHING UNKNOWN.  I ARRIVED AT THE SALON, I ENTERED WITH THE FACE PLUGGED BY MY HAIR. I WAS NERVOUS, I DIDN´T KNOW WHAT TO DO, THE WORST WAS WHEN A CHILD SCREAMED WHEN I ENTERED,   HE SCREAMED: OHHHH A GIRL, A GIRL,A GIRL AND IN THAT MOMENT I DID NOT FELT MY BODY. THEN, I SAT DOWN IN A CHAIR AND I FELT THAT EVERYONE WATCHED ME AND IT MADE ME NERVOUS. T HE TEACHERS ALWAYS ASKED ME: WHAT´S YOUR NAME? IN PHYSICAL EDUCATION THE TEACHER DID NOT SEE ME UNTIL THE FIRST HOUR HAPPENED AND I FELT MORE EMBARRASSED BECAUSE HE SAYS HIGH: - A GIRL, HII WHAT´S YOUR NAME!! AND AGAIN  EVERYONE SAW ME,  NOW THAT I REMEMBER IT MAKES ME LAUGH, I DO NOT HAVE RENCORS WITH ANYBODY AND THAT IS GOOD BECAUSE I HAVE NO HATE IN MY HEART ANYMORE

SEVENTH WHY SEVENTH? MY CHILDHOOD IT WAS LIKE ANY OTHER: I PLAYED, I DANCED AND I LOVED SEEING CHILDREN'S PROGRAMS,BUT  SEVENT GRADE WAS A GOOD YEAR BECAUSE I LEARNED THINGS BUT AT THE SAME TIME IT WAS BAD. THIS GRADE IT WAS THE MOST DIFFICULT YEAR OF MY LIFE.  I LEARNED HOW IT FEELS TO BE IN LOVE, I FELT THE PAIN THAT A PERSON LEAVES WHEN LEAVING AND I EXPERIENCED THE HATRED OF OTHERS. IN SIXTH GRADE I STUDIED   IN THE AFTERNOON WITH ONLY GIRLS. I ACCEPT, IT WAS DIFFICULT BECAUSE THE WOMEN SOMETIMES ARE COMPLICATED, BUT I DIDN´ T MEET WITH THEM, SO THEREFORE I AM ACCUSTOMED TO HAVE A FEW FRIENDS OR TO BE ALONE.  TO START I'LL SPEAK A LITTLE ABOUT SIXTH GRADE: FIRST I GOT LATE EVERY DAY, UPSSS SORRY. BUT I HAD CLASS IN THE MORNING. FOR THIS PROBLEM MY FAMILY AND ME DECIDED CHANGE ME TO THE MORNING. YES, AND HERE BEGINS ALL………..